LAZARUS " In a word: Intoxicating
Try to imagine having the world's worst hangover. A major Gin Fuzz. Thoughts and images banging around your almost comatose brain. Thoughts - past and present. Loving thoughts.  Romantic thoughts. Sexy, violent and horrific remembrances running simultaneously, racing helter-skelter through your mind. You would give anything to die but you aren't allowed to.  Nor are you [...]